the silent talk.

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take me to the sky

Friday, March 17, 2006

11:59 PM

bloody hell. woke up early in the morning ended up quarrelling with my dad . say what everyday go out go out. keep spending money. oh pls. its my hols obviously i have the rights to go out everyday lor. after quarrelling with him, my mood was super affected by him lor. was supposed to step out of the house at 1230 to meet seng tat cos he wanted to buy his shirt for friend's wedding ceremony at orchard. and also, my mood affected everybody. i say i dont want to go only. he also dont want go le. at night have concert to go to. obviously i have no choice. but just cant be bothered with him later lor. im the one going out, not you. den i stayed in the room, thoughts of the past starts to flow into my memory again. thought of days i played happily with this person, but now end up in a situation whereby now, i dont know if i want to continue to befriend this person. now we are still like good friends but this person seemed to be putting on stupid mask. this person might not know that i know lots of stuff about him. be in i knew it unintentionally or ppl tell me. i really hope all this things will come to an end lor. this behaviour of his will sour all our friendships. think! do you think everyone treats you as well as before? think again if your ans is yes. only minority still does that only. haiis. you can be sad over some stuff but pls. not the really tiny minute little matter. thats just pure jealousy and pettiness. being yourself, thats not what you are supposed to do. think again. im sure you dont want this dont want that between certain things bcos you felt left out? you want attention? haiis. you do have good characteristics actually. so, why not use the good than the bad ones? if you dont get jealous or angry over small matter, ppl around u will treat you much better? im blogging this and hope that you'll read it and reflect. somehow ppl will disturb you, make fun of you, tease you, laugh at you, etc. but have u ever realised that you are with a bunch of jokers each time you are out. treat things as a joke when you are out with certain people like them. things hardly get serious if you are talking to some people. okays why am i blogging such things for you leh? enough then. heop you will read it. think!

okays. meet st they all at 3pm at tamp int. saw jonathan lim there. the rest said he changed alot but i dont think so. maybe he a little chuuby now. thats why they said he looked different. went to g2000. accompany st there to get shirt for wedding dinner. then we went for orchid park sec combined concert. there's bishan park sec, pierce sec and jurong sec performing as well. the playing for some school was good except one. hahas. okays. shall not comment too much. concert started at 5pm. ended nearly at 8. after that the rest went back tamp int for dinner. i went to ahleng jiejie house. went dinner with her hubby and my other cousins and sis at chomp chomp. hahs. ate fish and chips, satay and oyester omelette. we drank a super big cup of sugar cane each. hahas. wanted to take picture but no camera. the cup is really big and its like so cool.. hahas. went back to ah leng jiejie house stayed overnight. and ending here. good nights.